trapped in a dungeon...

A year ago , Nandita's post on my Orkut community 'why cant my life be a musical' , didn't spark much issue...but its really what i've been thinking about these past few days..!so why not?why cant things function smoothly?Do you ever feel like your trapped in a dungeon,
where you can't see, feel, or even try to escape,but your not, you’re at peace, lying there in a vegetative state naked on the livingroom floor.
but of course there really isn't any reason for u to be lying there that way..you have a fully functioning mind, a mouth that can speak, movable limbs, and a good sense of style,
however you remain to lay there, because to you it's too cold to breath, too hot to move, and your mind has too many thoughts running through it at one time that you are past the point of thinking, and into your own self thought novel....
Im so sick of this cycle I go through, all it does is get me closer to giving up , or closer to losing the people around me...yes , i'm talking of all the vague rumours going out!rumours like 'i'm really upset , because Dawson's been hanging out with Rashein so much these days..and Rashein and I are major rivals on the tour'!and rumours like 'i know you like nalisha'..quoted by Tapasya!
I'm tired of all this meanless meaning,..and i'm listening to some fab music to forget it all..this song is great if you're upset..Friday by Goldspot!their one of my favourite bands..and the lyrics depict exactly how i feel right now..

Today is friday, it is my day to do what I want
Mama can tell me that I'm goin nowhere,
I'm just a prisoner of my fate
Would you come along, bring me in
Would you come along, bring me in
Bring me in
Today if friday, it is my day to disappear
To kings and queens and make-believe and the demons in my head
Would you come along, bring me in
Would you come along, bring me inBring me in
If you were around in my sleep
If you could be found in my sleep
Give me a sign
Give me a sign
Today is friday, it is my day to live a simple life
Put on my make-up, dress up in color
Maybe you might see me down here
Could you come along, bring me in
Would you come along, bring me in
Bring me in
If you were around in my sleep
If you could be found in my sleep
Give me a sign
Give me a sign
Maybe we'll walk into the rain
To ease what's on my mind-You both hand in hand
And you're living your life over again
Today is friday it is my day to do what I want
Mama can tell me I'm goin nowhere
I'm just a prisoner of my fate
Would you come along, bring me in
Could you come along, bring me in
Bring me in
If you were around in my sleep
If you could be found in my sleep
Give me a sign
Give me a sign
Today is friday, it is my day to live a simple life
Put on my make-up, dress up in color
Maybe you might see me down here
Can you come along, bring me in
Will you come along, bring me in
Bring me in